I guess I found out now what went wrong.
First I visited https://www.demonscripts.com/chat/
Then I typed <donate>. Because in a hurry I didnt notice the error message saying my message was not send .
I just clicked the latest link "purchase roles on the server" and I payed right away by paypal. But that purchase link was not connected to my account..
It would be great if a moderator or admin could verify my payment please?
If needed I can send the paypal transaction code etc.
Really sorry for messing things up!